Monday, September 27, 2010

Chapter 6 Teaser

Here it is. Hopefully I should have chapter 6 up some time in the next week. Hopefully(she says praying to the beta gods).

“So, either Leah kidnapped you, or you guys hit it off.”

“Oh, Bella, you have no idea,” Jake responded, his eye’s almost twinkling with joy.

“Oh, I think I might,” I said under my breath.

“Bella, thank you,” he said.

“What are you thanking me for? I didn’t do anything.”

“Yes you did,” he argued. “If you hadn’t ended our arrangement, I never would have realised how stale our play had gotten. I mean, yeah, I was pissed when it happened and shocked at how fast everything changed. However, the last two days with Leah have been amazing; she knew exactly how to push my buttons. I have never been in so much pain and so turned on at the same time, ever.”

“Well, I am glad that you had a good time.” Because I was. I wanted nothing but the best for Jake. I may not have been in love with Jake, but I did love him very much and wanted him to be happy. I sat down next to Jake on the couch. It was only then I noticed the chocker he was wearing.

Friday, September 24, 2010

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Ten Basics for Submissives Interest in Femdom

Here they are for those of you that were curious as to what they are.

1. Be Patient…A potential top or Mistress /Domme will let you know if she is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your top to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you.

2. Be Humble…You may be God's gift to the world and the most sought after prize in town, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunity to show how good you are. No matter what you claim, the “real you” will show through in a scene. Don't set yourself up for failure by developing expectations that you know you and your top can never reach.

3. Be Open…You can learn something about SM and about yourself from everyone into the scene, no matter how experienced or inexperienced they are, or how dominant or submissive they are. D/s- SM is a very personal art, and an “I already know it all” attitude will make you miss valuable SM lessons and experiences, and ignore potentially valuable D/s-SM friends.

4. Communicate…Verbalization is necessary, but at the appropriate time and in the appropriate way. Your top needs to know basic information about you, such as experiences, fantasies, health concerns, and turnoffs. But - unless it's an emergency - wait until your top asks. Don't expect your dominant to be a mind-reader who instinctively knows your needs, wants, and limits. Your cooperation will enhance the scene for both of you.

5. Be Honest…Don't be afraid to share your needs and fantasies. Your dominant expects it. Honesty about your wants, health concerns, and turnoffs is essential to a good scene. Lying or being less than candid can only lead to problems, as the top will base the scene on inaccurate information. Besides causing problems, it can be dangerous.

6. Be Vulnerable…Your scene is a two-way street. It is not just the physical realization of your prior fantasies. If you want to limit your experience to certain physical and psychological stimulation, then contract with your top ahead of time. But don't always expect your top to be a puppet in a fantasy play you've written in your head. It's far better to let your top surprise you, to extend your limits, to take you to places you're never been before. When you trust your top completely, let her know it, and let her guide you into new fantasies.

7. Be Realistic…Your dominant is human, and even the most experienced tops have moments of awkwardness and indecision. Don't call attention to what you perceive as a lapse. Know the difference between reality and the fantasy world you see in books and magazines. Few tops are rich enough to afford a large dungeon with a lavish layout of equipment. Your top's equipment is expensive - respect it and don't abuse it.

8. Be really Submissive…This is the whole point. Let your dominant take you over completely. Don't coach or second guess or be critical of your top. Exchange information on your special needs before the scene starts, but once it starts be quiet! If you insist on running a scene to your own specifications, then loyal and dependable and enjoy your role

9. Be Healthy…D/s-SM, like any strenuous activity, requires that its participants - both active and passive - be in top physical and emotional health. The amount you sleep, your eating habits, your alcohol and drug intake, and everyday stress affect your response and endurance during a scene. Your dominant needs to know when your physical or emotional energy is low. No matter how tempting a scene sounds, an “I want it all now” attitude when you aren't able to give your all will leave both of you feeling let down. You serve your dominant and yourself best by staying healthy.

10. Have Fun…After all; sex/play is all about having a good time. You have earned and you are entitled to the unique, intense pleasure which comes from responsible, creative D/s-SM play.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Chapter 5 Teaser

Oh, my god Bella wants me to be her sub.

The whole way home, I just kept thinking the same thing. I couldn’t believe how the night had gone. I thought at first that it was going to be weird, engaging in sex play with my secretary of all people, but it wasn’t. In fact, she is unbelievably sexy and it was one of the most erotic experiences of my life.

When I got home, I was still hard as steel. I knew I wasn’t allowed to relieve the situation but I also knew that there was no way I was going to fall asleep as hard as I was. I headed straight up to the shower and turned only the cold water on. After fifteen minutes of freezing cold-water pounding down on my dick, it was numb but still hard. I tried thinking of anything that would normally turn me off; they did work a little but the moment I stopped thinking about them my thoughts immediately returned to Bella and then I was hard again. In the end, I gave up and just climbed into bed. I must have been more exhausted than I realised because despite my situation, sleep claimed me relatively quickly. It was one of the best night’s sleep I had had in a long while.